Sex Addiction
“Where would I be without the story of ‘wanting more’, does that story make my life go better? For so long as I have an ego, I shall want ‘more’. The seeds of addiction were sown, a hole in me was to grow and be filled by demons. My relationship with the sex god would become ugly if I ignored it. I was on the hook.” BB
Raunchy sex play was a way of life in his early years. Innocent play gave way to lies and a loss of integrity. Sex became heroine and Ben was getting fixes anytime the opportunity arose. Pornography flooded into the wasteland of his marriage and like so many others in this age of unlimited Internet porn, Ben was on the hook. Addiction lead to self hatred. It would take the infinite love of another woman to pull him back from the edge of dispair and the road back to stability was fraught with even more fornication an betrayal.
Ben shares his story with such honesty and offers up a path for other men towards their own healing.
Resources
Some articles that illustrate the sickness in our societies brought about by damaged sex god’s.
Painting by Arthur Fischer – Satyr satisfies Nymph (1900)
Photo by Aimanness Photography and _star_dust_